He meets with me

He meets with me in the quietness of the night,
And even in the tumult of the day.
Though my troubles be many, and companion leave,
His sweet Words of promise speak along the way.

He meets with me when I feel abandoned,
And courage melts away within my chest.
It's then His love pours endlessly upon me,
Sweet heavenly treasure, my God matchless.

He meets with me, and only by His blood,
Wretched me could never love Holy Him.
I would spit & fight against Him still,
Yet He won me through redeeming love.

He meets with me, before new day births...
Vitality flees and lung's labor cease.
His warm embrace is here again, as eternity dawns.
Oh, how sweet He is amidst this disease.

A day is coming, and coming soon...
The meeting will know pause no more,
An ocean of endless life will break forth,
And waves of Godly pleasure break upon the shore.

Sweet Gift of God

Gift of God, 

Instrument of His Grace.

Wife of mine, 

Mercy upon her face.

Her true beauty runs deep within,  

Only to be truly known

In this one-flesh union, 

forged in heaven’s shadow.

God has knit my soul to hers,

And hers to mine,

Never more the two,

We are one, for this time.

Through life and death,

Through joy and pain.

When the storm comes,

She shines through the rain.

She is my helper,

For help I truly need.

Weary, I stumble and fall.

She picks me up, off my knees.

Her sweet spirit

Warms our home.

Her patient endurance

Makes this family whole.

Few men will ever know

Such a gift as i have enjoyed.

Wife of beauty and grace,

She is more than I could ever deserve.

So sweet a maker,

To give the gift of divine love,

Even sweeter still,

To give the gift of you.

Strutting About Like The Little Idiots We Are

One of my favorite passages from Mere Christianity...

"We must not think Pride is something God forbids because He is offended at it, or that Humility is something He demands as due to His own dignity--as if God Himself was proud. He is not in the least bit worried about his dignity. The point is, He wants you to know Him: wants to give you Himself. And He and you are two things of such a kind that if you really get into any kind of touch with Him you will, in fact, be humble--delightedly humble, feeling the infinite relief of having for once got rid of all the silly nonsense about your own dignity which has made you restless and unhappy all your life. He is trying to make you humble in order to make this moment possible: trying to take off a lot of silly, ugly, fancy-dress in which we have all got ourselves up and are strutting about like the little idiots we are. I wish I had got a bit further with humility myself: if I had, I could probably tell you more about the relief, the comfort of taking the fancy-dress off--getting rid of the false self, with all its 'Look at me' and 'Aren't I a good boy?' and all its posing and posturing.To get even near it, even for a moment, is like a drink of cold water to a man in a desert." 

--C.S. Lewis, Mere Christianity

Longing Heart

Painful longing after longing,
Indulging, yet not satisfied.
This weary heart of longing,
What will gratify?

Hopelessly empty I be,
Though I fill and I fill,
I am a cistern broken,
An eternal heart born ill.

A wretched, joyless desert i strode,
Crying out for a stream of refreshing.
Frantic searching all of my days,
But no solace found for my wrestling.

Glimmer, sweet glimmer,
Just beyond yonder hill,
A raging, eternal spring,
Beacons, "Come have your fill.".

How pure, how sweet,
This flowing river of delight.
How have I never heard
Of this living water, called Christ?

Infinite, matchless, beautiful...
Words could never measure
The fullness therein,
This costly ocean of pleasures.

The price is more that i can give,
Yet, One has gone before,
Securing this wanderer's place,
At the Fountain forevermore.

Yet, longing and wanting,
Feeble heart still yearn,
For inferior delights,
Feeding on worms.

Return, oh wanton heart
to the place of true delight!
Give no quarter to the inferior,
Fight for Joy with all your might.

Slay all that compete for affection,
Don't be fooled by misdirection.
Arise, look up from the fray,
This illness, this war will be stayed.

A day comes and will be soon,
When struggle will meet it's tomb.
Infinite appetites will be infinitely satisfied,
In His blood this promise ratified.

Hold fast, oh weary soul,
For He will not let you go.
The victory is not yours to gain,
King Jesus has overcame.

Why Join A Church?

When I became a follower of Jesus, I thought church membership wasn't taught in the bible. It's easy to understand how i came to this conclusion. There is no verse in the bible that says you have to come down front after a sermon and fill out a card. No verse that said i had to be on a roll somewhere to be a Christian. It seemed to me to an area where the church had become a social club and that you had to get your name in the database in order to vote and participate in the politics. Though sadly some of those things are a reality in many churches, i had missed one very important thing. The call to church membership is subtly woven throughout the pages of the new testament.

Language of Church Membership
The entire new testament calls ever believer to church membership. Imagine if I wrote you a letter and said in it "I want to give you everything I own". You would read that as anyone should, that I am expressing a desire to give every possession I have to you. Likewise, if i write you a letter and say "i want to give you ALL everything i own", you will read the letter and you will know that i want to give my possessions to you and to whoever else the letter is addressed, or at the very least to the persons(s) that I knew to be with you. In the same way the new testament is written to a collective. Just by the thinking through the language used, we can easily see that church membership is not just commanded, but it's assumed every Christian is a member of a church.

One Anothers
There are over 50 instances in which the bible calls the original readers (church members) to "love one another", "honor one another", "instruct one another" and on and on. The vast majority of the new testament's original audience were churches. Furthermore, the new testament is full of instruction on church leadership, exhortations to orderly church gatherings, references to corporate worship, public and private teaching,  prayer gatherings and much more. Even when 1 Corinthians 13 (one of the most popular wedding scriptures) defines how love effects our interaction between two people, it was not written in regards marriage, but rather church members interacting with one another.

A New Command
So it's no surprise to read that 1 Corinthians 13 speaks of this interaction in such a way, when we read the Lords command in John 13.


"A new commandment uI give to you, vthat you love one another: wjust as I have loved you, you also are to love one another. By this all people will know that you are my disciples, if you have love for one another.” - John 13:34-35


So our motivation in church membership is to engage in a love relationship with other believers in a local church. Why? To lovingly obey King Jesus for one, but also that people might look at this diverse (sometimes motley) group of people and marvel at their love for one another. How they walk through this life together despite ethic or socio-economic backgrounds. How they sacrifice to provide for one who is in need. How they put the good of others over and above their own wants and desires... laboring together through this life with the common passion to love God and enjoy him forever, together. That a watching world might see us savor and be enticed to taste and see that the Lord is good.

Yes, my friend, church membership is thoroughly-biblical and it is a sweet delight for all who would avail themselves.







Some of the One Anothers:

“Be devoted to one another in brotherly [and sisterly] love. Honor one another above yourselves” (Romans 12:10).

“Live in harmony with one another” (Romans 12:16).

“Stop passing judgment on one another” (Romans 14:13).

“Accept one another, then, just as Christ accepted you” (Romans 15:7).

“Instruct one another” (Romans 15:14).

“Agree with one another so that there may be no divisions among you” (1 Corinthians 1:10).

“Serve one another in love” (Galatians 5:13).

“Be completely humble and gentle; be patient, bearing with one another in love” (Ephesians 4:2).

“Be kind and compassionate to one another” (Ephesians 4:32).

“Speak to one another with psalms, hymns and spiritual songs” (Ephesians 5:19).

“Submit to one another out of reverence for Christ” (Ephesians 5:21).

“Bear with each other and forgive whatever grievances you may have against one another.  Forgive as the Lord forgave you” (Colossians 3:13).

“Let the word of Christ dwell in you richly as you teach and admonish one another with all wisdom” (Colossians 3:16).

“Encourage one another and build each other up” (1 Thessalonians 5:11).

“Spur one another on toward love and good deeds” (Hebrews 10:24).

“Let us not give up meeting together, as some are in the habit of doing, but let us encourage one another” (Hebrews 10:25).

“Do not slander one another” (James 4:11).

“Love one another deeply, from the heart” (1 Peter 1:22).

“Offer hospitality to one another” (1 Peter 4:9).

“Clothe yourselves with humility toward one another” (1 Peter 5:5).

“Greet one another” (1 Peter 5:14)

“If we walk in the light, as he is in the light, we have fellowship with one another” (1 John 1:7).

Bible Reading & Legalism

Great word from John Piper...

From the "15 days in the Word with John Piper" youversion reading plan

Read Your Bible More and More

Don’t rest on past reading. Read your Bible more and more every year. Read it whether you feel like reading it or not. And pray without ceasing that the joy return and pleasures increase.

Three reasons this is not legalism:

1. You are confessing your lack of desire as sin, and pleading as a helpless child for the desire you long to have. Legalists don’t cry like that. They strut.

2. You are reading out of desperation for the effects of this heavenly medicine. Bible-reading is not a cure for a bad conscience; it’s chemo for your cancer. Legalists feel better because the box is checked. Saints feel better when their blindness lifts, and they see Jesus in the word. Let’s get real. We are desperately sick with worldliness, and only the Holy Spirit, by the word of God, can cure this terminal disease.

3. It is not legalism because only justified people can see the preciousness and power of the Word of God. Legalists trudge with their Bibles on the path toward justification. Saints sit down in the shade of the cross and plead for the blood-bought pleasures.

So lets give heed to Mr. Ryle and never grow weary of the slow, steady, growth that comes from the daily, disciplined, increasing, love affair with reading the Bible.

"Do not think you are getting no good from the Bible, merely because you do not see that good day by day. The greatest effects are by no means those which make the most noise, and are most easily observed. The greatest effects are often silent, quiet, and hard to detect at the time they are being produced.

"Think of the influence of the moon upon the earth, and of the air upon the human lungs. Remember how silently the dew falls, and how imperceptibly the grass grows. There may be far more doing than you think in your soul by your Bible-reading." (J. C. Ryle, Practical Religion, 136)

The Child Who Was God

C.S. Lewis once said that the reason he believed Christianity is because it was a religion he could not have made up and that it had that same kind of queer twist that true things have. At the pinnacle of Christianity is the fact that God became a baby named Jesus, so that he might be murdered to redeem a people for Himself. Many skeptics and non-believers deny the incarnation of God. They believe Jesus was a great teacher, good man, but most certainly not God. I think this response comes from a desire for an easy answer, but as Lewis said, in reality the real answers are never easy.

The Necessity of Christ's Deity 

In order to understand the reality that Jesus was God, it's important to understand why it matters. Christians believe that Jesus took the punishment we deserved for our rebellion (disbelief & disobedience) against God, receiving the just wrath of God against mankind. A good way to understand this concept is to think of a courtroom analogy... You have broken the law and are standing before the judge. He says that in order for restitution to be made for your crime, you must pay a $10,000 fine or else go to jail. The only problem is you don't have $10,000, someone has to pay that fine. That's what Christian's believe Jesus did when he was crucified on that cross. He paid the price we could not.

Why does it matter if He was God or not? Because if He wasn't His death was pointless. You see the scripture tells us that God is good, that He is the ultimate reality of goodness. So an offense to an infinitely good God could not be overlooked because a man or an angel was killed. The value of the payment must equate the value of the offense. Only God could pay that debt, because the offense was infinite, the one who was our substitute had to be the infinitely good God of heaven.

But, Was He Really God?

Some people have a problem with the idea that Jesus is God because they say that Bible never says he is God, but that couldn't be further from the truth. Throughout scripture we see the deity of Christ declared again and again... The simplest answer is found in Matthew 1:23 where Jesus is called Immanuel (God with us) but better yet we see the declaration of deity from His own lips in John 8:56-59.

56 Your father Abraham rejoiced that he would see my day. He saw it and was glad.” 57 So the Jews said to him, “You are not yet fifty years old, and have you seen Abraham?” 58 Jesus said to them, “Truly, truly, I say to you, before Abraham was, I am.” 59 So they picked up stones to throw at him, but Jesus hid himself and went out of the temple.

Here we see an interaction between the jewish leaders and Christ. Jesus tells the leaders that father Abraham rejoiced at seeing His day and they respond as anyone should, "You are not yet fifty years old, and have you seen Abraham?”. You see Abraham lived nearly 2000 years before this encounter. But Jesus responds in an unexpected way, he says, "Before Abraham was, I AM!" Not only is this a claim of Christ that he was over 2000 years old, but I AM is the name God gave himself in exodus 3:15. During this time the greek translation of the Torah used the greek expression "Egō eimi" in exodus 15, the very same greek expression is used in John 8:58. And if that's not convincing enough, if you read the following verse, it appears the jewish leaders understood it as blasphemy and proceeded to try to stone him to death (the punishment for blasphemy according to Leviticus 24:16).

Additional verses that point to the deity of Jesus Christ: Isaiah 7:14, Micah 5:2, John 1, John 20:27, Matthew 28:17, Romans 9:5, Philippians 2:6 , 2 Corinthians 4:4, Colossians 1:15-18, Titus 2:13-14, Revelation 4:11

What does this mean?

The infinite good God of heaven was born as a baby that he might pay a debt you couldn't pay. The infinite offense of disbelief and disobedience (that we are ALL guilty of) was absorbed on the cross of Christ, so that all who would gladly accept Him would be acquitted of their just punishment. And if that wasn't gracious enough, in that great transaction, he not only removes our guilt, but also gives us something we could never have on our own... right standing before Him. You see, he doesn't just forgive us our failings, he removes them and gives us His righteousness.

For our sake he made him to be sin who knew no sin, so that in him we might become the righteousness of God. (2 Corinthians 5:21)


You can be made perfect in the sight of God. We are all by nature rebels against the Great King, but through faith in Jesus, we can become perfect, beloved children of God. Not that God merely tolerates you, but abundantly loves and rejoices over you.

How do you enter into this amazing relationship?

Faith. It's only by faith alone that you can become a partaker in this amazing grace (Ephesians 2:8). Not just cognitive assent to a belief in God, but a sturdy unshakable trust in Jesus alone for salvation. Jesus described what this kind of faith looks like in a parable in Matthew 13:44.

“The kingdom of heaven is like treasure hidden in a field, which a man found and covered up. Then in his joy he goes and sells all that he has and buys that field.

This man saw the value in the treasure that was hidden, so much so that he realized that it was worth more than everything he had. Having faith in Jesus means that you value Him, that you treasure Him. Upon finding Him you realize that by comparison, all else is rubbish. That's why the Bible uses language like Colossians 3:4, "Christ, who is your life". The bible assumes that those who are partakers in this great exchange so rocked to their core that He becomes their life. Is He your life?